» From "alcholics annonymous" // May 10, 2006 8:34:00 PM UTC

i went to a meeting last night....
everything here is so fucking backwards nasty fucked up.
I was to dress up.. i felt like it was an occult . Girls on one side.. not only that .. only two speakers no one admitted their guilt .... their stories were fluffed...
I was at a fucking political meat market... all the chicks onmy row had brown eyes so im being compared to them..
i just quit smoking and everyone smoked.
hey shoved a book down my throat. The kid that brought me there gave me a fake phone number.
They all been through what i have... except half of them are rich kids from the country...
Each one of them has a role.. dont think i didnt go through that fucking list already and identify who i wouldnt speak to., Im fucking pissed off and since when cant i get laid when i fucking want.. who the fuck makes these rules.. let me fucking find my benifactor.. mother fucking bitch. Ill show him whos passificist.
i dont drink every fucking night. I did once in seven months. And you know i got laid too.. and do i regret it ? No i regret getting caught... having to move and not fucking get fucked again.. and you know what .. id marry that guy and guzzle some more bailys down my throat ..
Im more irish than you are bitch.